got invited to a party today
but i don't think i want to go


    
- why is it that sometimes i look in the mirror and i don't recognize myself?

 

.i like pretty things;
.i feel pretty
   when i surround myself with pretty things.
.i feel like myself
   when i let me decide what's pretty

    

 what does pretty even mean?

 

   - somedays I feel confused
    i change
i change   
& i change again.            

 

   - somedays nothing feels right
           and i'm bored

not in a mood for a party.       

       

but somedays i feel good, i feel pretty.

i am happy to be me.

being a girl is  pretty  badass. 

 

i'm in the mood for a party with myself.

and that is ( i am ) enough.